My desires manifest in my dreams, in my waking moments as well as my private moments. I feel I’m being driven mad by desire. And yet I feel like im screaming silently into the void.
I’m so tired. Tired of giving my all to people who look right past me. Tired of making other feel good when they can’t do the same for me. Tired of being other peoples bitch.
And yet I know nothing will change. Because all these things I do out of love, and I can’t change who I love.
every. darn. time.
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